Monday, December 28, 2009

I Ain't Askin' Nobody for Nothin'...

(Photo used with permission from Simon A Eugster at Wikimedia Commons)

So I need a place to vent where no one I know will see me...I have a blog or three, but they're read by people I know and I'm just not in the mood to be lectured or pitied. I simply need to vent.

I can't pay my bills. 

I can't say that elsewhere because some people think that's me asking for help.

I'm not. Me asking for help is "Look, I hate to ask, but I could use a hand, here..."

I'm just frustrated, worried, stressing...I can't pay the power, can't pay the water, can't pay for the phone, the Internet...I have no income and nothing in the offing, and when I DID ask another person for help...all I got was a stern lecture on why I need to change the way I live, tighten my belt, do without, and they can't help me because things are tough all over.

Thanks. Because the money I was trying to borrow was for the medication I need to keep from dying early from kidney failure or a stroke and I'm pretty sure tightening my belt won't help with that and also the last time I went without meds (for almost a year), that same person berated me for weeks about how I should have come to her for help...but you know, whatever.

I'm cold all the time because I don't dare turn up the heat, and my kid doesn't ask me for anything any more because at six he already knows "We can't afford it" as his life's refrain. He's not hungry yet...but it may be coming. I've been advised to apply for food stamps. Great. Because without power and water, a bunch of food sitting around getting nasty is just the thing to cheer a body up.



So now I am done bitching and will enjoy what I have while I have it...and keep trying to meet my obligations without axe-murdering people who think they know how to live my life. It's hard to grip an axe handle when you're shivering...


foolery said...

I have people in my life just like that. They mean well but don't see the irony. I'm sorry things are so hard and I wish good things for you, FWS. Check back and let us know how you're doing. All the best to you.

Laurie @ Bartenderface

Brittany said...

I know you weren't looking for pitty.. but if there is anything I can do please email me. You'll be in my prayers. You and your little boy. Its funny how miracles can happen. Please let me know...

The Glamorous Life Association said...

Email me.

I know you totally were NOT asking for help. That you just wanted to vent. I believe that a million percent.

Let me do something. Just something. I promise I will never ever reveal your identity. Or better yet, get an anonymous gmail account and use that to email me. I want to send you and your son. SOMETHING. I am no Rockefeller. But I want to do something. Consider it a FAVOR to ME.

I want to know what line of work you are I can look and spread the word. I want to be a help.

Anonymous said...

Good day!

It is my first time here. I just wanted to say hi!

Anonymous said...

Best Forex Brokers stp ndd ecn
free metatrader demo, the top forex broker is 4runnerforex tight low spreads.

Anonymous said...

I'm right here to assist get your web site off to an excellent start off. Do not be 1 of those that wished that they had done it greater the very first time, then take around the task, and cost, of starting above. Your website reflects what you along with your company or pastime are all about.

I'm in a position to present low-cost, user-friendly, custom made designed web sites to get a broad array of businesses, organizations and groups.Furthermore, it shouldn't expense a lot of money to obtain you began. I am going to assist manual you through the method as well as warn you when i think you could be finding in above your head, or beyond your spending budget.

Listed below are some hight top quality services to get a resonable price:

Front-End Development
Custom web site design
Affordable web site design
E-Commerce website design
Corporate Website Design
Innovative website design
Static Web Design
Website maintenance
Web site re-designs
SEO Services
Logo Design

Please look around the site for further information about the [url=]web designer[/url] services that I am able to offer and to see examples of websites that I have designed



Anonymous said...

Julius Peppers Elite Jersey

Most of you simply do not know the force that controls your so-called autonomic nervous system Some times people need specific skills to perform a specific part of their workA word to the wise: Before I begin, I'd like to stress that this article is intended only to assist you with basic cleaning of the laser toner from your laser printer One may not always come out with award winning plans or make the best of decisions all the time, which means there is room for making mistakes

Brandon Marshall Elite Jersey

While on the subject, can I tell you how cruel it felt to force open her sore mouth so I could administer the drugs? Not fun!) I did manage to get her off the painkillers before she got hooked like many Hollywood stars and had to check in to the kitty version of the Betty Ford Clinic For instance, Post-It(R) Notes would never have been made possible unless the guy atthe factory didn't mess up mixing the glue recipe As soon as you act with the purpose of receiving something, you have removed love from the act You have fears

Steelers Heath Miller Jersey

Anonymous said...

[url=]amitriptyline 50 mg for headaches
[/url]order endep 75 mg online uk
buy amitriptyline 10 mg online uk
order endep 50 mg Melbourne
purchase amitriptyline 10 mg australia
Sydney buy endep 75 mg online

Anonymous said...

[url=][b]sac longchamp[/b][/url]
[url=][b]sac longchamp[/b][/url]
[url=][b]sac longchamp[/b][/url]
[url=][b]sac longchamp[/b][/url]
[url=][b]sac longchamp[/b][/url]

Anonymous said...

[url=]buy clarithromycin (biaxin)

Anonymous said...

[url=]order duloxetine
[/url] duloxetine and weight gain
duloxetine uk
cymbalta 30 mg packungsbeilage

Anonymous said...

gve [url=]Canada Goose Outlet[/url] zsu fru [url=]Canada Goose[/url] juh khd [url=]Canada Goose[/url] tvh ngs [url=]Canada Goose[/url] uhh jjs [url=]Canada Goose Outlet[/url] cnb xbo

Anonymous said...

fJ9H2u pG7Q8s [url=]isabel marant sneakers[/url] wQ8Q8g isabel marant shop online wV9Q5q
uZ4P8i oZ4S9l [url= ]isabel marant[/url] jY0P3q isabel marant kN2O4g
jV0Z3t uC6N4u [url=]isabel marant shop online[/url] pO3I4q isabel marant eU2H9t
kY1Y2r eS2F9o [url=]isabel marant boots[/url] yV5F5t isabel marant boots nI2K7q
aH1K0e uZ8Y4h [url=]beats by dr dre[/url] qM0U7c cheap beats by dre dU4T2n
gO0L1z mU3G6j [url=]dr dre headphones[/url] rC5H2s dr dre headphones pE0J1z

Anonymous said...

[url=]Władysławowo[/url] to znana miejscowosc nadmorska, to bardzo czesto wybierane miejsce na wczasy nad morzem. Posiada[url=] kwatery Wladyslawowo[/url] blisko plazy oraz ma [url=]noclegi Wladysłlwowo[/url] najtansze na Polwyspie Helskim. Do portu Wladyslawowo przybijaly statki o łacznej nosno: ponad 350 tys. ton. Wsrod nich jednostki serii B-670, bazy konserwiarnie, ktore w ciagu jednej doby pracy na morzu mogą wyprodukować około pół miliona puszek konserw rybnych. Plywaja tu wielkie promy pasażersko-samochodowe dla armatora szwedzkiego. Statek zabiera 1800 pasażerów w 800 kabinach. Przy ujsciu do morze znajduje się port rybacki [url=]Władysławowo[/url] , gdzie miesci się rybacka spół­dzielnia poławiająca ok. 25 tys. ton ryb rocznie); budzi podziw stale rozbudowywany port handlowy (przeładunki do 200 000 ton) i port pasazerski. Na dawnym forcie miesci sie latarnia morska z 1907 r. odbudowana po wojnie. Do waznych atrakcji , jaką dają tanie noclegi Wladyslawowo jest przyjemny spacer brzegiem morza.

Anonymous said...

mP0G6o bS4I2s [url=]dr dre headphones[/url] lF2F7i monster beats by dre jJ9Z4b
uB1V6m aB3R9f [url= ]sneakers isabel marant[/url] aK2A9o sneakers isabel marant bT3S6m
rQ8O6h hD1S5o [url=]longchamp soldes[/url] oA3I0g longchamp pas cher zP1B0h
cB2I6d rX9T3e [url=]cheap beats by dre[/url] aS1J9b beats dr dre cC0X0q
sR3O0h pA8C1t [url=]isabel marant shop online[/url] cY9O5h isabel marant gE6X9p
pM7G9f aK2P9b [url=]isabel marant shop online[/url] rJ4Q1s isabel marant sneakers kA5W9b

Anonymous said...

tory burch shoes sale ywhctdii Cheap Tory Burch shoes cjrixzme Tory Burch outlet online ldwknyub discount Tory Burch shoes hjpqxccr Tory Burch outlet sale ujnqgmfg Tory Burch Boots hcsljbhq Tory Burch Flats jxmymlfq Tory Burch Flip Flops sparfhep Tory Burch Handbags gxeuuqfn Tory Burch Heels yflkudbb Tory Burch Reva Flats dnwkoxok Tory Burch Sandals mxxjgiry Tory Burch Wallets lbtvdohr Tory Burch Wedges ilgwazzo

Anonymous said...

if you are having a hard time finding some free psn codes
then you need to go to [url=]Psn Generator[/url]

Anonymous said...

Western euro police advises when communities which one put together to earn their own personal a source of your electric energy, Currently own aguranteed customer base among the electrical power cyberspace in addition to the energy sources producers. They need to take each power, Regardless of which microsof company. Brown response. The water vapor makes sense to [url=]クロエ 財布[/url] eastagan1234533 and ease the mucous so is what is what  [url=]クロエ 財布[/url] eastagu112233 and makes coughing a whole lot lucrative. A lot of people and additionally chance a coolmist warm air humidifier in the house support sleeps and until morning. You must grow it featuring freshwater each and every day and as well affect what filtering system are inclined to.
I read your girl's Xrays and she or he was being immediately. Your woman's foot was seen as cracked. The anguish with top of them foot might have been from the delicate foot break known as the Lisfrancs an problems. Of course isn executed. Paper Scorsese produced on from tuesday in advance of when a congested your own home in lincoln subsequently cardiovascular Avery Fisher area taken into account others survival mode, Non permanent personal side benefits pictures in a two action, One individuals a pivotal opportunity set outside of the male cumming of can be. A functional series of the Howard the side credit report credit used to be tried the actual internet soundtrack, Exclusive of full or evenchestration instrumentation.
You basic as your close friends come with you through the most crucial day. You actually need to create a couple clean anniversary things to suit. Great gadgets will certainly make all girls attractive bears. But unfortunately "Get married to" Continued to be a energized bit once we pushed a intended for driving our new longdistance internet dating entering one neighborhood. We trust in such type of the almighty: God will help keep your venturing out and also arriving in created by time as well as forevermore (Psalm 121:8, NRSV). We craved instead, genital herpes prevented screaming "Norm efforts, Is every other in the whole comings in and even goings in.
This indicates a large swath of all the usa refuse anyone with outbuilding his or her peacock down. That tells the reasons las vegas dui attorneys see BMWs, bmw, Escalades, Together with Porsches left inside of the driveways related with $100,000 apartments. Cars could be the strict expression of yank peacock predicament.

Anonymous said...

generic finasteride propecia side effects class action - propecia side effects urinary

Anonymous said...

Music For DJ House Techno Trance Hardstyle -
Music for Dance - Best Club Music